Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Hopes

Man, I want to play my pen and paper game.  I finished it all, but due to my computer going fuck-all right before last weekend we had to cancel the gaming session.  I have no idea when/if there will be another chance to play. 

At 27 years old, I should probably be finding better ways to spend my time, but I enjoy writing stories, and the only way I seem able to inflict them on other people is through my games.  My books seem to do little more than gather dust (so to speak, since they're all digital files).  The volume of hours I've lost to writing is phenomenal, and I have so little to show for it all.

I really want to finish the second proof read on my first book.  Once that's done I'm going to self publish it.  I know it's not going to make me rich and famous, but at least I can say that I've had something published, and maybe a few people will read it and manage some enjoyment.  I need a good editor, but I haven't the money to hire one.  Maybe some day.

I've been trying to be a writer for 15 years now.  My grammatical skills are still lacking, but I like to think I've gotten better at composing stories.  Someday I will be famous. 

I like to tell myself that.

That is all.

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